Not talking about it!

Well since no one really reads my post, partially because no one knows I HAVE a post....then I can get away with the previous post! Haven't written about my daily weight loss/gain struggles, daily or monthly.   Nothing has really changed except for the fact that I'm tired of talking about it.  So I've decided to NOT talk about it anymore. So there!

Professional Dieter Confessions

Ya I know...everyone (accept skinny bitches) have a diet story...I just thought that I would use this blog to write out my daily thoughts and struggles.  Maybe someone else can relate.

I have been dieting pretty much my whole life...now 48. I really only need to lose about 25-30 lbs.  But you'd think it was one hundred and thirty!!!

Of course just like Oprah, I've tried them all. I've told people out loud that THIS was IT, I was going to do it this time. And each time I fail, it gets easier and easier to fail in front of people, because that is what they expect, that is what I expect. I've been listening to my positive affirmations/weight loss cd now for about 3 weeks and I actually think it is helping.  I really do crave vegetables and water and started back to working out. Hey, it doesn't hurt. I keep wondering when is it going to click? Am I going to turn 50 one day and still  be unhappy with my weight? And YES I am the type of person that puts everything and everybody else before myself.  Well that has to change! And it is changing now!

Another thing I decided to do is something a little different.......I don't think I have ever heard of anyone doing this before....WRITING MY SUCCESS STORY BEFORE I ACTUALLY SUCCEED???? ( I think Oprah should have me on her show to discuss this) don't you think? :)

Ok so that is what I'm going to do.......try it, lets see if it works!

To be continued.....